PSYCH!!!

I gave an awesome performance today.
Who knew Ronan Keating’s ‘when you say nothing’ could be so jazzed up and beautiful?
Well, I knew and my guitar partner knew, and we totally blew our audience away.
A few slides, an electric, an amp, effects pedal, hammer on’s and it’s totally new.
To finally overcome nerves felt so exhilarating.
And the praise afterwards, man I was so psyched!!!
Yay!!! For such an awesome day!!!

cus David asked me to...

i don't believe you ever left,
because you never said goodbye,
and now you've left me here fighting,
through this force we call life.

even though you're gone,
i see you all the time,
i wander through your dreams,
and you stroll through mine.

you've upturned my dimensions,
you've conquered every boundary,
you've woven through the layers,
through my dreams to find me.

cause even though you're gone,
you ignore the sands of time,
i wander through your dreams,
and then you glide through mine.

whenever i was scared,
you were simply there,
whenever i've smiled,
i've felt like a child,
cause the way you make me feel,
sends me down head over heels,
when i miss you, i know what to do,
i close my eyes, and i dream of you,

cause even though you're gone,
you live within my mind,
i wander through your dreams,
and you wander through mine.

i feel...

free. it's such a radical feeling, to feel free.
to be able to walk among those without any care about how you should look, or how thin you should be.
to be able to leave the house with your parents knowing that you're not gonna disappoint them.
something i've learnt, is that
'trust is a must'
i've discovered that truth is the key
to feeling free.

conversations.

The other day my sister was saying how lucky she is that she’s not lying in a hospital bed just wasting away.
And she asked me:
Who was I going to become? What music will I play on the radio? Where will I work? Who will I share my life with? What will I be proud of? What will I do?
So I told her:
I’m always going to be me.
But as great as I can possibly be.
I told her I’d hear my own voice on the radio.
Singing the tunes that I wrote some time ago.
I’d work where I can do what I enjoy.
That I’d be the lucky one to employ.
I’ll share my life with those that make me smile.
Cause life’s all about keeping it worthwhile.
I’ll be proud of everything that’s mine.
I’ll be proud of those that keep me in line.
And lastly I told her I’d do everything I can, cause hey…
We’re all dying anyway.

I read a quote the other day, it said
“Life is an opinion.”
At first I couldn’t make sense of it. Secondly I couldn’t make sense of it. Thirdly, fourthly etc.
I couldn’t come to my own interpretation, so I decided that only the person who said it must know what it means. Either that, or they could be as insane as Mozart.
I personally like Mozart.
But that’s just my opinion.

school.
what a lovely word that is.
no not really, i'm not that mental.
reading upon other's blogs wondering when they got so cool.
missing them immensely.
was let down.
by someone who loved me.
but i don't fall hard anymore, i fall with style.
i've just stood up and made an impression.
dayum, i killed them all :)
why blend in when you can stand out?